Starting Over

I'm starting over.

I cut my hair and feel refreshed.  Renewed. Annoyed with myself.

In the last 3 (3?!?) years since I started this blog I've lost a lot of the weight I wanted and then slowly started putting it back on.

I've been vegan and vegetarian and done cleanses and cheated and had countless 'this is my last splurge' meals.

It's bullshit.

I'm better than this.  I can hold myself accountable. 

I'm done snacking on junk, hiding behind blousy clothes or loose tunics.

I'm tired of having emotional breakdowns trying to get dressed to go out, obsessing over whether my stomach shows or how fat my arms look.

So, I signed up for 3 months of Weight Watchers online.  I need the structure. I need the push and I need to really do this.

If I haven't hit a goal by the end of that 3 months then I've got bigger issues.