I was reading this post the other day and it really resonated with me. I have the same kind of thing in my brain.
Like the other day I caught a glimpse of myself in the mirror during a class at the gym and was suprised at myself. The gut that's still there, the jiggly arms. In my head that wasn't me anymore.
I think with the working out and focusing on eating healthier and the incremental weight loss that I feel like sometimes I look thinner than I actually am... then I see my fat ass trying to keep up in a random class and it hits me like a ton of bricks.
I need to outlaw mirrors in my presence.